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Well... It has been quite some time since I have been on this thing, but I suppose I could drop in for a tick. Things as of late have been more aggravating than they should be. I think all this work is wearing on me just a little. I have been working lots of hours. LOTS of hours. It sucks, but I am bringing in the phat bank. I should be going to Springfield Wednesday. I am hoping the car ride there will help get some things off my mind before I get there. Blech, now that I have started this, I don't want to finish. I will continue later.
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[posted : march 10th] |
There is a change in store for when I return to Springfield. By the way, for those who didn't know, I am coming back. If your one of the countless people asking, dear lord why are you coming back to a shit hole like Springfield? Well, for a few reasons. The first and most important is Heather. Number two is for Kung-Fu. I am going to get really into it and perfect myself. I quit smoking I'll have you know. Third is for my friends. I didn't realize quite what I had down there. The people that I have shared major parts of my life with. People that I have shared some of the most amazing times I have ever had with. I can't leave that behind. All that, and I really miss Springfield. As much as I hate the place, and as horrid as it seems when I am there, it is home. I'm not ready to be away from there yet. There are far too many good times left, and far too many adventures left to be had. The 3 months I have been away have been a great vacation, but I am ready to be back. I had some great times up here too. I got to see a few of the most amazing concerts that I have seen to date, and have made friends with some of the most bad ass people. Plus being up here gave me some experiance being stable. Working a job, paying bills, and not depending on others. If I had just got my own place to start off with, then things would have been about 80000x harder than if I hadn't. I probably wouldn't have stuck with a job, or I probably would have spent my money on something I didn't need instead of things I do. All in all, I am really excited.
I'm comin home.
-Chris Dugan
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| Life is a waste of time. |
[posted : february 14th] |
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I hate life. I don't enjoy it anymore. Each day it's the same thing, and it's not enjoyable to begin with. I hope that I get in a car wreck sometime soon. Maybe end up in a coma. Yeah... That would be great.
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[posted : january 17th] |
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Happy birthday
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[posted : january 14th] |
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I am really really really really really really really really really worried about Heather. I shouldn't be probably, but I am.
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[posted : january 13th] |
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This whole life thing is really leaving a bad taste in my mouth, and that's about it. Shoot me, slit my throat, do something that makes me not have to feel like shit all the time.
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[posted : december 28th] |
I find myself constantly questioning the value of life. I may not let on much, but things are really tearing me up inside right now. No, I really don't want to talk to anyone about it, as I would much rather deal with my problames on my own, and not be reduced to a sobbing wreck in front of anyone.
Now for a change of mood. I'm off to listen to angry music. I perfer angry to sad.
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[posted : december 28th] |
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Remember that time that I didn't explode? Yeah, that sucked. I should get on that.
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[posted : december 24th] |
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It would be cool to explode... Yeah.
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[posted : december 20th] |
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I love you Pink Floyd.
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[posted : december 18th] |
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I could be going to Springfield today.
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[posted : december 16th] |
Hey kiddies. Last night was pretty bad ass. I got to see friends, and got to get my banjo. :D Hurray! I need to get her in tune, and start getting on playing more often. I want to get a guitar after I get a job and car. I really have the need to learn the opening to Immortal Corruptor, and of coarse the bad ass rest of the song. I want to be able to go back to Springfield next summer regularly when I have a car, and sometimes play guitar for Dirty Purple Sharpie. Oh yeah, I am in a band. I do vocals. I don't have any of our recorded songs yet, but I have one song that my buddys wrote that we play, done by Caffeine Kills. I want to find the KC punk scene, man. Punks are the best, and there is nothing quite like throwing yourself around a pit with 20 other drunk sweaty dudes to kick ass music. Also, punks tend to throw the best parties. I need to find me a job! I want/need money. I am looking forward to Christmas. I don't really have any idea what I could be getting, unless maybe I get a car or a Wii... That would kick ass. Hmm, well then. Yep.
-Chris Dugan
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| And if I was a sperm, I'd consecrate my germ, and then continue. |
[posted : december 15th] |
Long time no post.
Alot has happened recently. I recently moved to Belton. That's right bitches. I finally escaped springfield. I am going job hunting tomorrow. Things with Heather appear to be over... Hopefully not for good though. I am really needing to get to sleep, but I can't seem to fall asleep. I have tried a few times now, but have not received optimum results. Fucking not tiredness. I live in a most righteous bachelor pad with Matt n' his lil bro Zach now. I wasn't sure how Zach and I would get along before I moved up here, but we hit it off really well when I got here. So, I live with two bad ass people. It rocks. I am going back to Springfield tomorrow eve for a few hours. I will probably just go hang out with Heather and then spend an hour or so with some of my other friends. Next weekend we are hoping to organize a massive party at Greg's as a sort of going away present. It's gonna kick ass. I need a car reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy bad now. It sucks, as nothing is really within walking distance for work. I wish GWAR would come back to KC soon. That would kick sooooo much ass. I am going to look into a new guitar after I get a job and a car. I would kinda like to start playing for real, not just fucking around. I need to get out on the town sometime. I haven't been anywhere except for a few trips into Belton for food or to Wal-mart. If there are any Op. Ivy fans reading this, you should check out Common Rider. It is the lead singers new group. They kick ass. I have recently fallen head over heals for Pink Floyd. I don't think I have heard a song by them that I just don't enjoy. It's rather nice. Echos is the most beautiful peice of music out there I think. It is just 20 minutes of mind blowing. I have recently become a Warcrack junky. Yeah, I know, but hey, it's fun. I need to get glasses whenever I have the chance too. My eyes are hurting like none other as of late, things are rather blurry a good deal of the time, and I keep getting mind splitting headaches. It suuuuuuucks. Hopefully I can get into some table top action soon. I would like to try to meet some people here in the KC area. I really need to make some friends my age up here. I suppose I don't need to, but I would really like to, ya know? People that I can go and have stupid fun and be retarded without getting smacked, or talked down to.
Well, I guess that is all for now. I feel like I am missing something though.... Oh well, I will just put it on the next post if so.
-Chris "Lil C" Dugan
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| I'm sick. |
[posted : july 23rd] |
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[posted : july 12th] |
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Here. I am finally posting something. I feel like shit, but hey, I have a job now. I have fufilled my goals for the summer. I got a girlfriend, and a job. Sure, it is the incredible edible jesus co. but, eh, I don't mind so much. I can't wait to get my longboard. I have started riding regularly. I have gotten to the point where I am comfortable with little to no wobble doing 15mph. Yep. I win. So does Matt, cause he draws cool cartoons.
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[posted : july 4th] |
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You know what? I haven't ranted in awhile. What the hell use is a lj if you don't rant? So, here goes. SHIT I GOTTA GO. RANT LATER.
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